Collection ; Three Little Pigs

   Seriousley, I'm not second place - also on first  :) 

----- at least ,, just on the podium alle '' because the oldest friend av mine 3 years older  Roxana ( 1989 ) tooked sucide 

What's it mean at I'm first survivor - 1992 and rest av women such you can imagine how small mistakes are loosing life - 

 drink alcohol and fuck with people after those alcohole 

You , just watch how easy is to be fucked - but the rule must be at - We had dangerous accident - not good idea to continue those kinds ,, relations for the pleasure / just spending time  '' ...

... mean , Yea , if You are bored - You can't just fuck with the ,, random reckoned people around ''  - it must be at least ,, impressive ritual '' . 

We can say than at I NOT ( and really I'm not generally doind this even in case av in ,, Satanic Bible '' wroted ,, Satan is sometimes stupid '' ;P )   drink alcohole and fuck around with ,, random reckoned people '' - like also for drugs - only - fucking - saved my life :) 

Now , We think what I did maybe wrong - why I not becomed of  all World yet - but I meet these kinds people personally in proximetly my age too - Sophia Hutchins , Cara Delevinge ... 

Did maybe cigarettes are clue to succes ? 

Really , I feel now at clue to success is smoking cigarettes ... 

We can say to be fully happy good to heave :

- speed reserve 

- cigarettes 

- bingo 

... and groowning cancer with honore :) - it's success which I gained and I'm very thankful - absolutely I'm happy in life :) 

Diffrently was with women older than me quite many years - like my mother for example - generally also even 3 years older only than me Roxana ... 

- in Poland still situation is the same - women not heave often access to money which can spend on drugs among others - seriousley We can say at they not heave equelly chances ... 

... and other people earning money on those situation still ... 

So , what is my idea to success - beste move out from Poland 

- doesn't matter where - but just imagine little - generally - YEa, Poland egzisting - maybe actually is the best idea if those kinds problem are only ,, in one country '' We can say ...

Did is easy to left Poland forever ? 

Of course , for women without good digitalization , access to education , drugs , with bad health maybe additionally to this lefting forever toxic relationships called ,, lover boy '' can be not possible because to change the brain must be with  cognitive games . 

what does it mean ? 

... if You not heave money for Apple - buy and collect tarot , PLAYING CARDS , lenormand, other oracles are so amazing ! 

1 ) Your cognitivity will be better 

2 ) What they want from You , who want , how want become less important than Your collection . . .